ShyStarCc

Hello there, it's... Been years. To the point I'm sure no one would remember me, esp after moving accounts - which again became quickly barren. This may be a long read or not, but if you read I appreciate it. I'm cleaning up all - ALL - old accounts and moving to a singular new account to get back into crafting and artforms as a passion and motivator to have more hobbies. Have me time. First cringe first, gott I remember amazing friends here! I also remember being bullied for how I looked in cosplay :soblaugh: and one of the worst predators Ive encountered. I miss old friends and I can only hope you're doing well. Also Im so sorry you had to put up with my cringy kid years LOL I mean, Im partially sorry, we all have cringe years. I am sorry though for any time I was toxic or whiny or anything bad. Tldr; I'm... Not well. Obviously poorer mental health but turns out... Im autistic! And you know what that means? There's a bloody ton of comorbidities with that bitch. Going on a journey

Hello, Cc here and this may be long but it's important. When I first joined, I was 13. In fact, I joined on my birthday. I was young, a rearing and aspiring artist with no direction. It was obvious, I wasn't brilliant. Far from it actually. But I had something all artists should have - a drive. A passion and desire to create art. Yet, mine felt misplaced in drawing so many gifts for others. Don't get me wrong, I didn't seek anything in return nor did I not enjoy it. I just did it too much and without much... Time. I didn't spend the time I SHOULD because - back then - I was convinced that the only way my art would be appreciated was if I pos